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The misunderstood generation

The misunderstood generation


When do we get to do things that we want ? Why are we so much affected of something  people who we don’t even know think off? Why are we so scared to express ourselves? Why do we fear to show our love to our most cherished one, our care to our most beloved one? Why are we scared of the scars when we go through the pain of wound itself smilingly? Why are we scared of the pain and not of the wound inflicting it? Why is that we are so scared to show our true feelings in the fear of being stabbed ? in the fear of being judged?
Is the pillow that I wallow on my only companion in pain? Only one who silently wipes away my tears , only one to hear my pointless blabbering. Are the walls of my room ; only person in vague to know what my heart longs for? What my senile stupid heart aches for?
Why is that my parents who adore me ,siblings who would kill for me not enough for me? Why is that the more I receive , the more greedier I become? Why does my heart rums for people who wouldn’t even glance at me? Why does the idiotic heart wants ,needs and longs ,all at the same time , someone or something it definitely can’t have or something it doesn’t deserve off? Isn’t  what I get more than millions would just dream off? Then why is that I long for more and that too when I know that I have more than most will ever have?
Is it essential for my heart to dominate the rationality of my mind? Is my ego more important than my expression for love , and then be rejected quite brutally? And why is that even when my heart aches of rejection , my lips curl into a smile for the courage it took to express the unbounded , impractical unconditional and monopolistic love.

It is quite unfair that my heart and brain are always in conflict, makes me sometime wish that for once these two senile organs are in harmony. For at least once I  want to enjoy  the wonder of harmony that the synchronisation of my impractical heart and rational mind would bring.

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